The day my dog died, I (temporarily) lost my faith in atheism. I struggled with the notion that where she is now there’s none of us to be with her – but there isn’t such a place! – and on I cried knowing she was lonely, like us around the house feeling it empty, and I whispered, laying my hand on the warm earth after travelling miles to see her resting place in the backyard near the persimmon tree, on the edge of a little valley so that opening the shutters in the morning on the terrace we, the living, will say “Hi, Lucky” as if she’s running up from the garden, wait a few seconds, no, she’s not, I whispered “Don’t be afraid of loneliness.” and wished for only one other moment, one day, when I’m gone too – so unreal – that I can see her eyes again and we’ll go for a walk.
always a hard story to live….hugs!
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aw thank you ❤ so true. it's been more than a year now but still hurts at times
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I too lost my long time friend. I kept expecting her to come running up to the car when I came home, but she wasn’t there. I believe she’ll be there to greet me when I walk into heaven.
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It’s hard when they go. I still miss her. Thanks for reading this.
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Thanks for sharing.
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The photo looks as if she was crying for you, too.
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never looked at it that way… but yeah… ah, those eyes!
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I remember how sad my daughter was when her first dog died. It was 25 years ago. They (with her husband) adopted his mom’s dog when the mom passed away, knowing the dog had a heart problem. They cared for Oscar for a year, then his heart stopped. It was still hard for them, even though it was expected.
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Thanks for sharing this story. It is always hard when they go. They’re so part of us that it’s heart breaking when they stop being with us “physically” on a daily basis.
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Yes, it is. Many people are soften by having pets.
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I had that special dog, the one you never stop greiving for. She passed away in 2013 from cancer. You never stop loving them.
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❤ So true. Thanks.
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